ninja-in-grey

yeah ive decided for a while i was gonna make a new account being that this one contains waaaaaaay too much shit and i am not happy with it :C it disgusts me. im prepared to move to my new account now. like my thoughts on growing up, this account feels so young and naive and kinda depresses me. my skills seem to have gotten so much better since i was 13 and its time to make a more mature account that reflects that. i know yall are probably thinking "shes waaay too into this mature shit.". well yes. ive had a good long look in the mirror lately and thought to myself "you need a change.". ive created a new youtube account, a new deviantart, and

ive been thinking about it for a while, but im getting to the point where im too old for anime and stuff. so ive made a descion. this Tekkoshocon will be my last anime convention (at least for a while). its nothing against the con or anything, just that im finally in college and i think that this should be the last time i really do anything like this. im getting to the point where i need to grow up some, so i shall :3 but im gonna go out with a bang i decided. i believe im gonna do one cosplay at tekko this year. ive made 2 others, but i dont think ill use them. instead, im going to do Ezio Auditore da Firenze from Assassins Creed 2 and Broth

im gonna start sounding like Konsumer (https://www.deviantart.com/konsumer) here, but lately ive really grown to hate my art. i hate it with a full on bloody passion. i feel like nothing ive been drawing and coloring is good enough and im not happy with it enough to finish it lately. theres alot going on though that is contributing to me not drawing so much, even though i go to an art school and work with art everyday. one of the things that is contributing to this is that ive started a new habit that isnt good for me, but its fun so whatever....drinking and partying. i love the partying. i LOVE it. im a college kid and i guess that thats the way it goes right? Go out and ge