so since my last flipping out journal entry, things have been good lately. ive been busy, working, school work, german and chinese obsessions, stuff like that. ive been working really hard to put my life back in motion, so thats what im doing.

ive decided that you cant keep looking like things will never change. im taking charge now. so im exercising more, studying harder for things, working on major papers that my teachers are closing in for us. so im kinda happy that im workin so hard. i think i chose my college, so im happy for the most part.

other then that, im still a single girly, and right now lovin it. Flirting it up with the cute boys from my work is teh best thing that could ever happen XD thats probably the biggest change i have made in myself lately. im tired of crying over things that wont change. so im havin fun while i can. it made things so much easier.

well another car accident happened. but this time, it was a mothereffin deer on the road that i couldnt see. but the thing lived, so i dont feel bad, but my car is gonna need a new fender and light. so yeah. im havin fun with that. its kinda embaressing, but it wasnt my fault, so i dont feel so bad.

and what is going on in the lifes of my buddies?

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how many times does it take to get stabbed in the heart before you bleed to death. i got stabbed 2 time in 2 days....im dying..and right now i cant breathe....

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Ok so after a conversation with *dragoxx696, i have decided to try hosting a contest for once. If i can get enough people to enter, ill continue, if not, then the contest will cease and ill do a picture for teh people who chose to enter.

CONTEST THEME
Draw your Team Fortress 2 persona.

TEAM FORTRESS?
A melee and gun fighting online game in which you have many different goals. Whether it be capturing a suitcase and bringing it to your home base or bringing a mine cart across enemy lines, you have to fight your way through the assorted enemies chosen by friends.

for more on them and on the classes: [link]

CONTEST RULES
This contest is based on concept, not talent.
This is a contest to transform yourself or your ocs into a character that would fit them best
You are allowed to develop your own class or use one of the original classes
HAVE FUN WITH IT! Make it original and interesting. ill be lookin for them.

DEADLINE
November 12. It gives you a month to work on em. maybe ill extend it i feel like it. so do it fools!

PRIZES
Third: A line art drawing in pencil, shaded
Second: A line art drawing in pen, shaded
First: A drawing in colored pencil or marker.

ENTRIES:

[link] by *dragoxx696

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so...its been busy around here. lots of stuff goin on right now.

So ~Kairi315 and i went to KuroKiiro (tekko 1/2) today and it was pretty epic for a mini con. Made me soooo badly wanna go to tekko. got to see some friends and go to some epic panels and met a some new buddies XD it was so awesome. i wish i could go for the second day, but i work so i cant T_T

Homecoming week is this week. its spirit week and then my sister and i are in the homecoming parade for our club. ~Nobody8714 and i are bringin plushes everyday. its gonna be epic. im goin to the dance (apparently being the only one at our dinner table with a date. weird) and stuff too, other then that my week is pretty much dead in the water.

my sister and i are hosting a halloween party really soon. its sad that our bando buddies cant be there to enjoy it though D: and then we are going to another party the next week. its gonna be great though.

other then that, my life has been work and school and not much else. its been really busy and tiring me out of my brains. stress has taken me over several times and its makin me tired. but i guess im doing my best to survive as anyone else would. so yeah, hows everyone elses life goin? anythign new goin on for ya right now?

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have ya ever felt like everyone wants to tell ya something, but you cant hear waht you want? thats how its been for me lately...my parents, my sister, my grandma...they all want something else for my future. i want to go into something like travel, or videogame design...but they are basically telling me i shouldnt try to pursue it... its becoming stupid.

Ive considered going to 2 pittsburgh located schools: Bradford or Devry, but so far...my parents say that i should go into something easier to find a job for. but i am really wanting to go somewhere that will work for me. something that makes me feel like i can get somethign good out of it. im very serious about those 2 school right now. its awfully hard to say anything bout it. i dont know what i should do....stupid schooling and stupid opinions...isnt it suppose to be my choice what i do with my life?


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