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yeah ive decided for a while i was gonna make a new account being that this one contains waaaaaaay too much shit and i am not happy with it :C it disgusts me. im prepared to move to my new account now. like my thoughts on growing up, this account feels so young and naive and kinda depresses me. my skills seem to have gotten so much better since i was 13 and its time to make a more mature account that reflects that. i know yall are probably thinking "shes waaay too into this mature shit.". well yes. ive had a good long look in the mirror lately and thought to myself "you need a change.". ive created a new youtube account, a new deviantart, and a new outlook on myself. so i hope yall can understand that. i hope that everyone here will watch me on my new account:

ive been thinking about it for a while, but im getting to the point where im too old for anime and stuff. so ive made a descion. this Tekkoshocon will be my last anime convention (at least for a while). its nothing against the con or anything, just that im finally in college and i think that this should be the last time i really do anything like this. im getting to the point where i need to grow up some, so i shall :3 but im gonna go out with a bang i decided. i believe im gonna do one cosplay at tekko this year. ive made 2 others, but i dont think ill use them. instead, im going to do Ezio Auditore da Firenze from Assassins Creed 2 and Brotherhood for tekko. Im buying the coplay this time, and im really excited about it. ive considered this cosplay for about a year now, and never realyl thought id have the money or anythign for it, but now that im gonna have xmas money, im going through with it. its gonna be epic. i cant wait

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im gonna start sounding like Konsumer here, but lately ive really grown to hate my art. i hate it with a full on bloody passion. i feel like nothing ive been drawing and coloring is good enough and im not happy with it enough to finish it lately. theres alot going on though that is contributing to me not drawing so much, even though i go to an art school and work with art everyday. one of the things that is contributing to this is that ive started a new habit that isnt good for me, but its fun so whatever....drinking and partying. i love the partying. i LOVE it. im a college kid and i guess that thats the way it goes right? Go out and get drunk off your ass. but i learned one thing from it, i cant draw when im drunk. kinda lame, but whatever works. ive done everything while drunk now, from kissing a girl to fistfighting my friends. but since the start of partying, my artisic prowis has gone downhill. its kinda unfair. youd think my inspiration would get better. does anyone have suggestions or anything? i need them now more then ever.

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rocking out to election day tommorrow :3 if you havent heard the cover of this song, your weird.


Art Trades currently in progress

1. Shefelldownthestairs - OC of Choice
2. Adopt-From-Us - OC Nicole and Kyouya
3. Negai-Boshi - OC Shilo


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